Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Do i have a fear of sharing my light?

Is it because i feel that people who i know have not accepted, or been able to accept, the things i am saying when i speak from higher knowledge.
it has to do with living from the ego more from the soul. like, my ego wants to share soul knowledge but, as ego is dismayed and hurt and closed up when it feels rejected.
if i can share soul knowledge FROM soul, if i can have the courage to be my true SELF around others then i will be able to share my true self without fear or vulnerability.

i hereby release all fears of sharing my light with those around me.
i will find an outlet, so i'm not 'revving in neutral' this blog is a good start. i should write more, adn then possibly i could publish one day, or at least have a personal record and feel more confiddent in expressing my self in these ways.

yes. that feels good and releasing to say to myself

2 comments:

Kathryn said...

I think when I get scared of expressing I remind myself there is nothing 'outside' of me, it's all me, all Oneness. So really I'm just expressing to myself! If that makes sense. Also I think to myself, what is there to fear? There is no loss of love & acceptance. Only the ego thinks that is possible. Really we are always loveable and recieve love. So in truth, needn't fear in our expression that we shall be judged not good enough for it....
Thankyou for sharing your thoughts, it's given me a space to reflect and sum up my own. Being my true self, is also something I'm "working" on ;)
in light, kathryn
(ps found your blog/s through comment at Laurens)

said...

Thanks Kat. You are right, I realizing more and more that perspective of how its all connected in Oneness, which makes everything a bit easier. And also, a thought form that someone doesn't completely 'get' can be a great seed later on- I know it works like that for me when I figure something out and instantly connect to all the times its been right in front of me, which provides a great deal of context.

I think I will start writing in this blog again, its a great place to share my ideas. THanks for reminding me about it with your great comments!
Peace
Z